Man. I've been to two funerals in two days. My personal record I believe. Monday was 's grandfather's funeral (may he rest in peace) and yesterday was my grandmother's funeral. I haaaaaaaaate funerals, they are just so darned depressing. My Grams died friday I believe, taken from us pretty much by old age. It was sad, yes, but I think everyone was more relieved than anything else. She had alzeimer's for almost 9 years, she hasn't been able to remember my name or even talk to me for.... I can't even remember. She was basically stuck in that body for almost a decade, unable to even think. I loved Gram, but I know she's in a better place now

And I would also like to note that I have no idea how church works anymore. Seriously, when the priest gave me the "body of christ" dried bread thingy, I said thank you instead of Amen. I don't have anything against church or church goers, its just not my thing C:

The funeral part was obviously sad, but it was nice to see my father's side of the family, we hardly ever see each other. I've got this really bratty little 8 year old cousin, but he's really cute too. He told us a story of how he locked his mom out of their car, then started taking pictures of her yelling at him to open the door with her cell phone. He also has a habit of switching around the numbers on their house to make it really difficult for people to find the house or to receive mail. Made me lol xD

And some of you may have noticed, I haven't been active at all the past weeks. Why? Dunno, I just do that once in a while. Although I think it might be because I started gaming out allot Makes me happy. Also, I think I have seriously capped my creativity. I used refs for all of my recent paintings, which is awesome because I learned alloooooooot from the pictures, but I find myself unable to think of anything to paint. So I'm going to try and paint things without using refs for a while. I always feel really... hollow whenever I paint something I referenced too much. I've got a bunch of unfinished paintings lying around, and I can't seem to bring myself to finishing them... I like how they're turning out quality wise, but I don't like the subjects so much. I'm sure I'll get out of this mini block soon, just gotta watch a good movie or something. Anyways, art is on the way in the next couple of days, if not today!

I have a pile of stuff to reply to, so don't feel bad if I haven't replied to a note or something like that. I'll get to it eventually C: